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Im not sure if doing IVF one more time is a good decision-time will tell. Today Im feeling a sense of regret jumping into this again. I had my baseline u/s this morning-20 antral follicles which is good. But we always do go with the egg stimulation part. Praying the sperm is healthier this time. I stopped BC and start lupron on Sat and stimms on Sunday. There is always a chance it will work-but the majority of our fertility treatments fail. So anyone that can put some extra prayers out there for us-they're MOST WELCOMED. One thing different we will do this time-is make sure DH has ejaculate for 7 days in a row leading up to HCG trigger shot. Then obstain until retrieval. There is a recent study that showed a big improvement by keeping sperm very fresh for couples that have sperm dna fragmentation issues. We weren't formally tested/diagnosed with that-but we are 100% that is the real issue based on our history. So hoping that extra effort will make the big difference. I guess sperm gets damaged in some men while it sits in the seminal fluid in the testes. We've both been on antioxidant supplements the last 6 month so hoping that will also help. I have so many other things to focus on-like MOVING across country May 18 so-I don't have a lot of time to obsess this cycle. Maybe that's a good thing. It will still hurt like hell if it doesn't work. Im sad about packing up Coburns nursery-at night I sit in there and cry. Too many hurt feelings from infertility and it's really hard to say goodbye to the infant phase. We are renting a house out in CA-and its plain white walls and blah carpet. My nursery is dark blue with stripped carpet I picked out and everything is just perfect. OH well-maybe I'll get the chance to decorate another nursery for a new baby.
NEW: Here I go again (views: 56)
-- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 11:03 AM
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prayers going up for you sam! (views: 25)
Aimes -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 11:12 AM
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Try to stay positive and focus on your move. That 7 day thing (views: 19)
BearcatMama -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 01:36 PM
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Good luck Sam... (views: 24)
Scarlett27 -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 03:55 PM
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I want this sooo badly for you!!! I will say prayers and send good thoughts your way.. (views: 22)
slo2jo -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 04:03 PM
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Prayers for you (views: 18)
babyrock -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 05:48 PM
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thanks girls...I do feel good about things (views: 30)
samantha12 -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 06:15 PM
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Ooooh, good luck, Sam! (views: 15)
FaithE -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 08:59 PM
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I am praying for you..... (views: 22)
PrettyinPinkMommy -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 09:30 PM
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Good luck Sam... (views: 18)
takingbabysteps -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 10:59 PM
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Best wishes your way... (views: 18)
Lucyc -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 11:16 PM
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Prettyinpink.... (views: 17)
Scarlett27 -- Thursday, 5 April 2012, at 11:57 PM
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Praying for you!!! (views: 20)
JSPatnod9582 -- Friday, 6 April 2012, at 08:58 AM
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lots of prayers being sent up for you!!! (views: 18)
kay17 -- Friday, 6 April 2012, at 10:00 AM
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