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I think I need help - I have bought a BBT digi and glass to check if they match! Going a bit too far??? Dianne
I go crazy over pg symptoms even when we haven't even ovulated!!?? I go crazy over the fact that DH feels like he's being used!! Dah!! I am going mad over not being able to sleep at night because I am telling myself to remember to take my temp in the morning!! It makes me scream when other ladies say "It will happen if you stop trying!" It makes me insane trying to remember which vitamin or herb or drops or oils that I have or haven't taken for today.
Oh please, please commit me to a nice white padded cell and throw away the key?
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Help Susan ~~~~~~~~~~~~
I should let you know that I think I need the whole asylum... not just a room! Here is my situation. I am 33, PCOS, Insulin resistant type 1&2 diabetic, hypertriglycerites, hypothyroid disease, hypercalcium problem which causes kidney stones, sticky platelets (sticky blood), and last but not least OWTTC( obsessed with trying to conceive!) My normal meds are Insulin shots, Glucophage, Actos, Tricor, Aspirin, and a multivitamin. While trying to conceive....Insulin shots, glucophage, 4mg folic acid, clomid, pre-natal vitamins, and baby aspirin! Once pregnant, we can add a heparin injection once a day to that! I feel like a giant pin cushion pill bottle! I am TTC for 3 years now. Luckily I have gotten pg every time I have tried...... unfortunately I m/c every time.... with exception to the last pg that turned out to be a tubal..... (at least it was something different for a change!) I got to take home a few lovely new scars with me. First pg twins...lost one at 6wks and other at 9wks second pg....Doc. started me on Clomid while already pregnant (light AF...actually implantation) lost at 7wks. Third pg....lost at 7wks Fourth pg......Lost a 7wks...Tubal I am now terrified to ever hit the 7 week mark. Needless to say....I decided to give it one last try...... Now I am not OVing anymore!!!!!!!! Hopefully it is free to be admitted with the asylum being as though my DH and I have spent our life savings on OPK's and PG kits!
I am off to the drug store to buy another OPK now....
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I have been TTC #2 for only 4 months but this feels like an eternity. That stupid depo shot left me broken and I haven't started to ovulate yet. Like many women, I check my CP and CM constantly thinking "this could be it" knowing darn well its not. Im driving my fiance stark mad with questions like "what will we name the baby" and "wonder what this CM means." I have convinced myself on more than one occasion that I was pg but it was a big------! I am losing my mind. someone 302 me (involuntary admission to mental hospital) quick before I start conversing with the little dancing baby on my shoulder. Thanks, Future Patient Dawn C * * * * * My DH thinks I'm crazy...I already KNOW I'm nutso! Every cycle after o..I obsess with my body's every little nuance... are my boobs sore? Am I going to the toilet more often? Am I feeling any different? Then comes the really crazy part... if I drop something for example, in the split second it takes to hit the floor, I decide if it breaks; it means I won't fall pg... if it doesn't break; then I will fall pg. If I am approaching a set of traffic lights in my car, I decide that if it stays green; I'll become pg... if it turns red; (yep...you guessed it) I won't fall pg. Please admit me to the asylum on the proviso that there is nothing for me to drop and there are no traffic lights to decide my future!
I think I need a padded room!
Nita, ttc#3 with new hubby,
OK. This proves I really am crazy... I bought a beautiful baby's bid when we first starting trying 18mnths ago. I actually banished it to the garage because I thought it was jinxing us... If one more parent says to me: "trust me, you don't want kids... they're a nightmare" I willllllllllllllll SSSSSSSSCCCCCCCCRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEAAAAAAMMMMM!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kristy * * * * * you see it all started with a book How to choose the sex of your baby I have a boy (got preg right after going off pill) Would like a girl and that's when I learned about charting as my periods are not regular thats when I learned about a website that you can download and chart bbt and emotions (hormonal forcaster) I'm in my 2nd month of charting and it looks like a rollercoaster with no gentle hills. Every morning I take temp then run downstairs to log it in. stare at my chart for extened periods of time wondering what it might be tomorrow (all this before 7:00 am) I have posted a preg planner on my cork board above my computer that fortells when I'm due to start, o and the works (do I deserve a room or what?) Planning on starting to try in May 2002. Can we have computers in each room with bbt charts loaded in them that calculates all needed dates for us?, and cork boards for all our info we want to post? I loved the TTC poem, can that be painted on my door? I need a room!!! Melissa * * * * * Just reeling from the reality of having to deal with all this * * * * * "Ode to TTC" Here i am waiting, 13 dpo Wondering if the evil af will show My bb's feel big...wait! now they feel small I wonder if i can have a baby at all! These cramps i feel, what do they mean? Will i soon become the pms queen? Some days i cry and feel so blue And sniffle to dh, what can we do? Now we make some phone calls, and ask around Who's the best RE or MD in town? Please stop this mad ride, i've had enough The monthly let down is really quite rough! Well, tomorrow A.M. upon a stick i will pee Please, God, send me a + hpt! +++++++++++++++thoughts to all! Hang in there! Posted By: anniecat, ttc#1, 12mths Monday, 28 April 2003, at 06:11 PM * * * * * Padded walls please! It's been a really long journey lately, and I know that I need some kind of place to 'hide'. I have been waiting and dreaming and praying for a baby for years now and every time DH and I do the baby dance, I do everything I can to NOT pray afterwards a bout hoping this is it. I try not to even think about it, but, unsuccessful tries keep reminding me to pray anyway. I am getting to the point that I don't even know if what I am doing is really doing any good. Ughhh... Thanks for letting me let off some steam... maybebabe... * * * * * I'm 28 and we have been ttc for over 2yrs now. MyAF's have always been irregular and I was on bc pills for a lot of years. We decided to ttc and I went off the pill, that was when the aliens took over my body. AF stopped , my face started breaking out , hair began to grow in some real icky places and I gained about forty pound in a short time. Not to mention that my moods were up and down, sometimes I'd cry for no reason or get so depressed that I could hardly stand myself. When I finally got up the courage to seek help , my wonderful gyne assured me that I was neither crazy or weird. After some tests, the verdict came in. PCOS. There was a name for my pain. But no cure. Because of the disorder, I don't have regular AF nor do I ovulate. We started last mont with our first round of clomid 50mg. I took myHPT a few days ago -BFN , but still no AF. I can tell you that This is the roller coaster ride from hell and sometimes I wonder how much longer I can stand it . but I keep telling myself that it will all be worth it when I'm holding my baby in my arms- if my arms aren't wrapped around me by a straigh-jacket first!! So please, if there are any vacancies at the ASYLUM , I'd like to check in now. Junebug * * * * *
I am 33..
Posted By: Missie, TTC#2 for almost 5 years Monday, 21 June 2004, at 11:06 PM This may sound silly but I was thinking one day that sperm can live for up to 72 hours right? Well I found these things called Instead's, they are for your AF but have less side effects than tampons and are more comfortable than pads. Well during my O this month, I thought maybe if DH went in one of these and then I inserted for 12 hours, that it would help the sperm get thier better, cause they would already be at the cervix opening. Well on my most fertile day, my cervix was way up and open, my cm was perfect, I tried it. I left it in for 12 hours. I won't know until the 2nd or 3rd when AF is due if It did any good but I wanted to know if anyone else had wanted a baby so bad that they too have tried something as strange as this and if so did they have any luck? I read the box and everything and I don't think there is any harmful side effects from using Instead's when AF isnt here. I just want to know that in this stage of wanting a child that I am not alone in stupid things to try. Maybe I too should just head to the Asylum. I have one beautiful child that it took 4 years to concieve and I love him dearly and I know that some of you ladies are thinking you lucky bi... I have been there, I hated all the little snot nose teenagers that got pregnant at the drop of the hat, my friends and family that was celebrating good news, I even refused to go to baby showers. I know what it is like to want and want, month after month, and one day when I had given up, I found out I was PG. So hang in there ladies it can happen when you least expect it. I am with you in thought and prayers and wish you all ++++ baby vibes! So Sorry for the long post...I hope I am not the only try anything one out here! * * * * * * * * * * |
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